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Heyhey, what can I say? I'm doing pretty good, cept I'm really tired l8tly, the other day i stayed home from school and just slept ALL day, then da next day I couldn't concentrate in class, so I went to da nurses office, and slept in one of their spare beds from 1230 right past the bell to 335pm. yeah I think something may be wrong with me. *sigh* school is going o tay, I rilli miss my guy friends though, not having bryan al, and daryl to talk to is so hard ( I only see wendy @ cadets with daryl, she was my best friend and now I see her like once a week.. sorry, I'll stop complaining, I just really miss then. I miss hangin will alistar and being able to talk to bryan... o-well friends come and go i guess.. Its weird though when my brothers got dropped off today I saw chrissy at my old school, i miss her too, but when she gave me a hug I started shakeing.. I dunno sweatdrop maybe I'm losing it. Its weird though, I think about it, and no-one really know me- not even my parents.. and I think that if my parents really new who i was they wouldn't love me, or be as kinda to me as they are right now, and if my "other" friends really new who i was that would label me as a freak then turn on me like they did to jes, and if
heart andy really new what an emotional wrek I am, and the true way i think, he wouldn't be goin gout with me.. I dunno, I'm probably wrong, I've had too much time to think lately, or maybe not enough sleep, nwayz i guess thats it for now- PHRAT