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I'm worried about calculus. Everyone says they thought it was hard, but I didn't think it was at all. Which means I probably screwed the whole thing up -.-
Kaitlyn managed to remind me why dances usually end with me being depressed. She asked me if I had plans and told me what her plans probably are. I don't really want to know what anyone's plans are. Well...I do...but I hate people telling me about all the fun they had when I most definitely did not enjoy myself. Which is the case with all dance activities. And pictures. GOD, I hate pictures. The only pictures of me from the last days of school are either class pictures or the ones that Ashley took in physics that I didn't know I was in and thus look extremely strange and awkward. and everyone has all their pictures with their friends, and everyone planned out their shoe picture, and there I was, reduced to tears because I didn't belong with any group. The band ppls modified their musical note to fit my shoes in, too, but it was extremely last second. Don't get me wrong. I don't think there's anything wrong with all that stuff. But I don't get to be a part of it, and that's not exactly fun. I'd rather have skipped exam review than get upset over a stupid stupid class thing.
too bad it's too late to change my mind about college. Erin makes a decent penpal, but now that she's gone and run away, that's gone. I'm afraid I won't be able to stay friends with anyone from high school for very long, especially since I'm not only going to a different school, I'm going out of the state. Can't just run over and say hi. And none of them are going to go to AU next year.
and everytime i start to treat anyone in our grade like a friend, they pretty much run away
~nepie
 nepie · Wed May 07, 2008 @ 07:29pm · 0 Comments |
