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Ive lost my lover to a man who she loves, Ive lost my pet to the abyss, Ive lost alot..but not enough to make me bitter. I've loved alot of people, few would believe it, in my mind, love is rejoicing in another's existance, and I have done that. Ive seen them live and smiled, Ive heard of thier plights and fancies and given into thiertales. Miyu, I loved you, but you never loved me in return. IC my pet, my dearest dearest pet, you who would have the moon and stars if your master could pluck them all from the sky. I lvoe you so much, a perfect platonic love IVe given to no other creature. To me you are far more than any daughter or sister ever could be in my mind. As for the rest..you know who you are..eventually like allthe others you will tire of me. Whether it be by misunderstanding, by relationships, my own folllies, your follies, or simply by time. I can only let so many into my heart, and currently it is flled, I do not feel the needto get closer to anyone else. If they would choose to get closer to me, so be it, but I am occupied with the 2 relationships that I have that seem right now..perfect. I love you IC dont ever let anyone tell you otherwise, I would not sing anyone else to sleep, nor would I brush thier hair before laying them into thier bed. If it be by waking up and creeping into my room. Or showing me you latest insector amphibian, or something assimplistic as tugging on my arm for attention you radiate innocence and beauty. You just dont know how wonderful you have made my life. - From the diary of Anansi Pyriel Deimos