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I'm sad.
I feel as if i've lost a friend.
Ducky is my best guy friend, my only friend at school that I could always be with no matter what.
Now he has a girlfriend and he has to pay attention to her now.
I'm happy he has a girlfriend, now he won't mope around like he did.
He's happy, so i'm happy since i was always very sensitive to how he acted.
But i miss my friend. I miss him a ton.
It's not the same when we hang around now, basically i have a few minutes with him, maybe we'll drift apart because of this.
I'd be sad since i really considered him my best guy friend.
But it's time to back off and find a new place where to hang out.
I never really thought about it, but he was my only friend in that school who I would miss the most, everyone else is just aquaintances.
He was my friend. A best friend.
I felt really akward during lunch when i was sitting by myself, i hadn't eaten lunch by myself in a long time. Usually it was always with him.
I'm real comfortable around him, i've known him almost two years and he knows a ton about me. He's earned my trust.
I hope things get a bit easier for me, maybe i'm just getting used to this change still.