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Soo.
Tuesday - Paul said he hates me, told me to "******** let go" and to move on.
So I'm trying.
Wednesday - First session of counselling, and this wednesday I've got to see a psychiatrist and maybe be put in anti depressants..
I tested some people learning sign language - I failed 4 outta 50.. annnnnd i've never done it before so 46 things is goood.

I've been fighting my urge to get pissed inorder to "make things better" And it's hard..

Yesterday Paul ******** with me even more.. Well - it's my fault, I got him talking to Sophie again, but ohwells. They can have eachother.


Today.. I've been in town, got me a webcam..
Then went back to school.
Got stalked by a chav whore on the way home, but was amused..

Sunday, I'm out with andrew, jon, lucien, dan, jake and others - think i'm only girl lolz will be fun ;D

Uhmmm. Tuesday = Bleaching my haiirr. THen thursday it's bluuue