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I keep promising that I'll write about the play a month ago. But can I keep that promise? Right now I'm having a lot of trouble. Remember the journal a while ago the one called, "To The Ones I Love?" I may have to write another, My cat is starting to fail. It's really no suprise but it's horrible still because I'm so close to her. It's like losing your best friend or your aunt that your extremly close to. As I said it really shouldn't be a suprise to me seeing as she's 19 years old. And while some people may be like that's crazy or stupid to be greiveing over a pet, she has never been a "pet" to me. She has always been there and there will only be a hole when she leaves. Even worse then that is that this is happening at such a impressionable time in my life, that and since I'm so close to her my parents have to include me in the decisions like what to do after and picking out an urn. I don't mind being included in it, but...I'm only a 15-year old girl and since I'm a teenager, I'm already having issues. So all I can do now is just love her try to take care of her until the end. That day will be my ultimate hell. and if any of you have read new moon, I compare it to Bella losing Edward, it will leave a hole and unfortunly, mine won't be healed.