It's finally over between Andrew and I. I'm still coming to terms with it. I don't know what to do with myself. I go out with friends, but more than half the time I'm distracted, wondering where he is, what he's doing, if he's with his new girlfriend, if he's thinking about me too. I have a new boyfriend, and I'm comfortable with him. I still love Andrew, a lot, I want so badly to hate him though, mostly because its really hard to love him right now. I'm supposed to be getting over him and its not really working. Everything is so confusing and my family can't even tell that I'm slowly losing my mind.
I feel lost in a sea of doubt.....or something like that. But, its more like I'm lost in my own heart, a place I used to know really really well.
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My name is Ange, no that's not misspelled, I promise. I'm 16 and living in my own personal hell. You'll understand as you start reading my journal...
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