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I'm feeling so pertheculous today!
Ok, since I haven't actually done a real 'journal' like update I guess I should do one.

So I just updated my quest thread, and let me tell you that is some hell of gruesome work. Right now it still looks like crap though. I put all this effort into organizing it but none of the 'pizazz' that it needs. So I'm paying Stan 2.5k (yes I get a special discount twisted ) to make me a graphic like the one in his quest thread. The only difference is mine will be orange and shaped like a bra. Hopefully Abbi will want to buy one too so that our thread looks nicer and more co-ordinated. So there goes 2.5k down the drain. sweatdrop

Right now people owe me gold, thank god I just got my pitchfork back so I know where that is. But my items are SOOOO widespread on gaia right now I cannot keep track. I know that Deadly Lullaby has my G pin and my laurels and my precious precious parisian fan. I'm actually holding her gorgeous little fairy wings hostage just in case. Well not only that but I log on today and Nox has not only fiddled around with my outfit (she loves to do that) but borrowed quite a bit of items. I'm not quite sure...what is missing just yet but I'll check her account later. xd ! She's lucky she warned me before I spazzed out again and thought I got hacked.

Speaking of hackings. My mule got hacked. COME ON! I mean people get a life. She had no items or anything on her thankfully so what's the point? I've changed my password so many times recently (twice due to a scare of abbi going onto my account and my stuff being messed around with). Gaia needs to buck up. Because the other day I could log in with one of my old passwords..it really creeped me out.

So my items are scattered around gaia, people are trying to hack me by any means possible and I'm down 2.5k. Well the upside is someone *coughs* thedemonhimself *coughs* owes me 5046g to be precise. 3nodding At least that will help me. Yeah right. After that I'm up a bit of gold. I just bought this awesome possum 350g image. I'm a major art whore and that puts a damper on my funds. I made a deal with Auzzz because I'm uber special I get a discount on her art. Well I'm getting several different couples pics done and so for every 4 I buy I get the 5th one free. So I have to pay 40k though. sweatdrop I need one of me and Marc the Maniac to commemorate our first ever school girl friday at The Madness II. I also want one of me and my master Gary Stargazer, me and my gaia hubby Ur_Pill (he's gay..it's a joke. talk2hand ). So thats 3 down right there. I would also like to get one of me and my teddy bear - Wandering Soul..sorry hun I can't type out your screen name. It would be like a birthday present. And then one of me and ShyGuy2...he's such a sweetie. Theres 40k bai bai! I also have to get an art done to commemorate my birthday party. Nox is going to charge me 20k to get an art of Me her omen and deadly for my birthday but she is also getting me another one for free. So I guess it evens out.

I am getting a lot of free art for my bday to my knowledge so it saves me some gold there. Birthdays are helpful....somewhat. heart sweatdrop

So around 60k or around that going away. It doesn't help that I'm addicted to Thabara's mini shop. And I bought around 7.1k worth of stuff at ME & F. It's all pointless crap that I don't need..but its addictive.

Now onto some gaia relationships?

As you all know I am a VERY flirtatious individual you also are all very well informed that i have been engaged to a wonderful man for almost 2 years now and that I'm living with him. Well a darling friend of mine has a lot of feelings for me. Kinda keeps falling in and out of love with me so she says. And about once a month I get these angry things like "You don't care for me as much as him!" or "I didn't know you were engaged!" And I have to take all this drama? I think not. I mean you are a dear friend and I care for you...deeply and you know that but you need to know that nothing will stop me from loving my fiance so make up your mind. I think your story is a bunch of c**k and bull you KNOW I'm engaged. Everyone does. stare Also..I'm taking a friend as a date to my birthday party this friday and she is offended because I have someone IRL. It's a DAMN ROLEPLAYING WEBSITE! I mean...if you are that upset I could take someone else. I don't want to take someone else but I don't want you pming me with all this nonsense. It's obvious I care for you as a friend or I would have abandonned you long ago. I put up with you becaues you are so close to me. rolleyes

(REMOVED BECAUSE SOMEONE IS AN a*****e! scream )

As I know like data from Star trek...I babble. "I do not babble..... It is possible that from time to time I have large amounts of information to share... and you may disapprove of the way in which I organize it....."... rofl Not a big fan of the show but I did watch that episode this morning.

Well I hope I left you with enough for today...oh do you like my new header? I guess this makes up for the lack of entries I have. 3nodding


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I may as well add my update now instead of a whole new ******** entry.

I don't know why I try with anyone anymore. sweatdrop I mean I'm not as important to you as you claim me to be. Even to Matt IRL My ******** 'best friend' is more important to him than I am!!!!!!! crying . I just...I need someone...to talk to online. Someone I can talk to about things like matt...and they can tell me things about them that they are having trouble with..but be like...uber important to them. It seems that everyone I care and trust has someone or something better to do or talk toLike I can't have a intimate trusting relationship with anyone there is always someone more important or better at me than something. Always. I'm sick of it. I mean I have so many close friends that I confide in and they could care less. Even abbi...you are my best friend on gaia but I feel taht there are a MILLION other people you'd rather be talking to right now other than me.

People always outshine me all the time. Guess what I did..'oh thats no matter I've already done such' or 'thats not how you do it...my ways better'. 'I have a closer relationship with said person than you do.' All the time!

You care about me? That's great I appreciate it but there is someone you care about more. And no I don't mean bf and gf but there are other friends you like more than me so stop lying to me. All of you.

Hey you know who I'm talking to...Grow up. I never told you to fall in love with me so don't block me and b***h to MY friends about me. You were important to me and you've just ruined that.

Whatever.. talk2hand I'll add more later.






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Deadly Lullaby
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commentCommented on: Mon Aug 08, 2005 @ 05:10am
Don't worry you'll get your stuff back blaugh The only thing of yours I have that I like enough to keep is the Laurels but I have nothing to wear them with really... >.>.... Meh... I want mah precious wings back! They were 55% a gift from a dear friend I never get to talk to anymore... so they are very sentimental.. blaugh

But yesh.......>_>.........<_<............
poor koke having to deal with all that shyt o.o... and what was this banner? I'm confuzzeled!!!! gonk


commentCommented on: Mon Aug 08, 2005 @ 05:41am
Can't you see the monkey at the top of the screen? And you can say s**t. If it offends someone they can use the damn word filter.



Kawaii Kokezaru
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Alice Aforethought
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commentCommented on: Mon Aug 08, 2005 @ 08:00pm
I have your horns, your green forehead jewel, your green stockings and your dollie skirt. Thats it.


commentCommented on: Mon Aug 08, 2005 @ 09:21pm
*hugs* Wow I didn't know you had so much to deal with. sweatdrop I feel bad that I talked to you about my troubles without asking you about yours. If you need someone to talk to I'm online almost 24/7. Then again if it's extremely personal and you don't feel comfortable with talking about it then you don't have to. sweatdrop

I hope your troubles go away soon cause you don't deserve them. ^_^



Metal-Sama
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Kawaii Kokezaru
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commentCommented on: Tue Aug 09, 2005 @ 02:12am
Abbi! S'ok keep em until you're done with em! Did you give me back my coat?

Barrel: It's ok, you're problems are a little more hardcore than mine are. I vented to Jenny last night and I think I'm fine now. Thank you soo much Jenny!

Btw...Jenny is now my date to my party. 3nodding


commentCommented on: Tue Aug 09, 2005 @ 07:58am
Aye, quite the mess, but in time things are bound to get much better =3 heart



[Magenta]
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Kawaii Kokezaru
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commentCommented on: Tue Aug 09, 2005 @ 09:08am
If you seem to think so Jenny. xp Well I'm gonna update...again.


commentCommented on: Tue Aug 09, 2005 @ 10:53am
As to all your comments about money and items, don't stress out too much, it's just a game. I'm practically broke, I have old-a** items that nobody wants, and I'm perfectly fine with it. Everyone knows its me. Doesn't matter what my avatar's wearing, I'll always be Shy. smile

Having said that, please, loose the buck teeth. They look just as bad on you as they do on everyone else. xp

Also, thanks for the comment about me being sweet. I'm flattered. redface

You know you can always talk to me about anything you want. If there is anything you want to keep between us, that's fine too. You know you can trust me with anything. I'll always be your good friend, so long as you remain mine. 3nodding

I hope everything is alright now with you and Matt. Wish Sammi and me luck in our relationship too. I'll see you later.

- Shy



ShyGuy2
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Kawaii Kokezaru
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commentCommented on: Tue Aug 09, 2005 @ 06:58pm
Thanks Shy, you know how much your friendship means to me...I just need that importance you know what I mean. heart Thanks for everything.


commentCommented on: Tue Aug 09, 2005 @ 11:15pm

Ok that girl offically sucks, I-can't-believe-her.
How could she do this to you?
I have like never reported anyone!!
and why? Because I think its stupid and it gets people all upset and angry.
You only do that if its for a real reason, and calling someone by their first name which by Ember calls me Ames, I wouldn't report him for that.
Girls are great, but going out with them is not my thing, you told her you had a fionce, she is a stupid moron.



Elee-chan
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Kawaii Kokezaru
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commentCommented on: Fri Aug 12, 2005 @ 05:53am
Well that's it, I just...she's dead to me.


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