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It's not over yet. I may have made a step forward but it somehow made
things worse. I'm still feeling it, the pain of saying goodbye.

I can't tell her the true reason. I don't want tro hurt her. I don't want her
to find out the truth of what's happening to me.

Right now, I'm in the middle of accomplishing my goal:

"Keeping myself alive."

Until then when I'm better, I'll go back to her arms.
I'll be hers again. She'll be holding my hand once again.

I have to get through this. I must. If not.
I'll be facing time again as I put the pieces of the puzzle to
their rightful places. If being taken away is my destiny.
Then making things right is what's left of me.