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i'm so sick of people and everything. not in a mad way just a "i'm so tired'" way. like i need to just take a 72 hour sleep and be completely focused and actually "awake" when i get up.
and erin if you really wanna know what my deal is pm me asking and i'll send you something i wrote awile ago (journal~that person called erin)~all you have to do is ask.
lately i feel like i'm detatched from every one. everything. and that i'm stuck with all the memories and dreams and sorrows that is left behind. but at school, i feel like i could fly.
even if i wanted to ccry i can't. it starts out, but then turns into something else like a yawn or sneeze, ect. ya know...maybe like once every couple uh months?
i had to get rid of spice. i have to get rid of snowbell and pumpkin. the last time i saw my brother was the begging of march, and i won't be able to see him before i leave. so, i won't be able to see him for 4 years.
i don't know. maybe i'm just tired.
night.
 ~xXchema__bearXx~ · Wed Apr 23, 2008 @ 05:19am · 0 Comments |
