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finally its done we preformed infront of our family and friends whee I invited igor dan and jay to come olivia couldn't make it cry but yeah it was pretty good but I think I sprained my neck or pulled some mucel or something. IT really hurts though. but any way I gave igor a hug when I first saw him but gave me one when we were leaving. my mom didn't seem to have a problem with it. and another thing was last night igor said something and it made me really uncomfortabul. and my throat was hurtting really bad and I felt really inscure or uncomfortabul. and to top it off I asked igor what he'd do if I died... like tonight or something and I dont think he took that in very well... I guess he had the sadest face... I wanted to cry it totally broke my heart.. cry I wish I could cry I dont cry much any more and worst of all I can never cry when I feel like it. tears never come. I guess I dont know maybe its the fact that I'm around peoples because I remember I used to cry all the time when I was in sixth grade, but in seventh I just stopped...