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August 5, 2005
Jenna really wanted me to come over today, so I did. I didn't have much choice, she wanted to come here the other day but I told her no because I wasn't feeling good. Mostly because people were pissed off and I didn't want someone over here while I was yelling at people online. So she thinks I was avoiding her or something. I wish people wouldn't assume things like that. So then it starts raining and my mom calls me wanted to turn off my computer, so I run home, because I don't want her to do that and I don't want to get stuck all night at Jenna's house because of the rain. So I come home and get online, I don't turn the computer off because I figure the storm won't last long, which it really didn't. So now Kaz is being a jerk about me asking him to go to the casino or fish with me. I always give him a choice. I tell him if he's busy, he doesn't have to. Either he can play it with me or not. I don't make a big deal out of it if he's doing something else and he never cared before. I hadn't even asked him today, he just complained about it on Gaia. Ivy made a chat and Andrew started crap with me right away, so because Ivy doesn't like seeing people argue, which she needs to get used to it with the kind of people we are, she closes the room. That just annoys me so much. So I IM her, thinking she's mad at me and she says she's not, so that's good, though she seems like she is, I dunno. She's not friendly to me anymore. Not ever since Andrew started pissing me off and Jon started crap too. So then I IM Andrew and yell at him some for his crap. He says he's only kidding, but I'm entirely sick of it. Because what he does is totally inappropriate. He comes in the chat everyday and says that he rapes me. And thinks it's funny, and Jon thinks it's funny, and Kaz is a total jerk about it. And the first time he said it it was a joke. And I didn't really care. I thought it was stupid that's all. But he kept it up. Day after day. That gets old and it gets old fast. And he acts like I shouldn't be mad about it. Well the whole thing caused problems with my "friends". Because now when I tell him to stop they say I'm taking all the fun out of things. I don't find it fun at all. And I don't care anymore what their idea of fun is, because they are all immature little brats. At least I've started to make new friends online, some on Gaia, I talked to one today for a while, some on AIM, some on Furcadia, though I haven't seen my old friends on Furcadia, Nicky, who was from AIM, and Alex, who I met on there, in a while, which sucks. Brett is like a new friend, on AIM, but he doesn't talk all that much. He didn't IM me at all today, and I don't want to IM him because I don't want to make him, or anyone else who is still my friend, pissed at me. Well, Gaia finally is updating their story! It's about time, I thought it would never happen. I hope Gambino isn't dead...
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