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I suppose even if no one reads this it still feels kinda good to rant. Heh...
I'm pissed and confused. Why? Because a couple nights ago I found out my boyfriend has a 15 year old girlfriend... And what bothers me the most is that I found out through my buddies... Apperantly they were aware that he had a girlfriend... And I wasn't... Why? I don't know. ********. I hate what that ******** does.
I want to ******** him up good but then I don't... Why do I not want to? Because I've known him for longer than a couple years...Well that's this lifetime, heh, I also knew him around 6 thousand f**king years ago.
And what do I get? This s**t. It's like everyone I care about leaves, and everything I get my hopes up for falls apart.
Along with probably having to stay for longer with my assh*le parents, I have to think about what I'm going to do. I just might have to tell him that I'm breaking up with him... but, I don't want to.
I might have to do that though, will I be able to... I hope, if I have to.