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Miss Saira-Jayns Diary.
My wonders, my thoughts, my sadness, my hate, my anger even my happiness will be put in here.. I ain't writing to entertain.. I'm writing the truth.. My feelings.. Yeah I shouldn't write such personal stuff on here but nobody reads it anyways =]]
Feel so used.
So.. I've been not posting lately.
Well. Me and Paul broke up three weeks ago..
Uhm.
I still love him, he doesn't love me.
He said he doesnt know if he ever has.

Talk about making someone feel used..

Anyway, I'm showing signs of pregnancy.
If not on by next week..
Doctors doing some tests, but she said the stress of everything for me right now, and my want for a baby could be a phantom pregnancy..

I finally told Paul tonight, he said it was bullshit, basically calling me a liar.
So ohwell screw him. He can get ********.
Uhmm..

I am entered for the race for life..
I nearly jumped out infront of a train cept someone dragged me away..


Life is prettty s**t right now for me..
Decided I'm gonna join the army =]


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