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i've been more and more upset lately just waiting for it to end and it doesn't seem to want to. i need some one to talk to and i don't know who to turn to or how to say it. i need some one who can give me advice. i need a mentor who can tell me when i'm wrong and deal with all my stupid s**t. i need someone who won't lie or double talk or be advasive. i need someone who i can call mine and know they won't leave me at the drop of a hat. i think i might be turning neurotic. sometimes i think i may be insane. other times i don't think it matters because it will all turn out the same. sometimes i want to ditch this life and find another i can love the same. sometimes i wish i knew who i was so i can be happy once again and right now i know that all that i want is to be me once again. cry i ask too much