I suppose I should write something, so I can get this feelings out, y'know?
Well I well reference what she said... But I might just stop half way through, because of how mad I will be.
We had walked two of her new horses about 5 miles. During the walk, I was a little slow, I mean I wasn't running my a**, and only once did she pull me. The hills were a little difficult, but I got over them, and a few times I stopped to breath, but not that much. But I didn't complain.
"I'm excited they're here, Heather didn't much like the walk and it's about 70% up hill. I didn't really think it was that bad until I pulled her up one of the hills, then I got kind of hot. So,..."
Apparently that is enough to hate it.
(P.S. Sarcasm is going to be used to show anger.)
I borrowed 60 bucks from Kat's mom, and it has taken me about 2 to 3 weeks to pay her back. But I have reasons. Jeff wouldn't help me, and I had no money. So that was the first week. That Sunday I found out that I was going to be getting paid.. around 300 bucks. So.. obviously I was stoked, and I thought I was getting it that Sunday, but I wasn't, I had to wait another week. So I got pissed, and I try not to show or let it bother me how pissed I am, but I was mad. But whatever, I'll get it next weekend.. I did, but I had to wait for the week days to cash it, Monday we took the horses. Couldn't do it then. Tuesday, lost my wallet, Wednesday, my birthday. Thursday cashed it. And I hope to hell Kat went to school or she is going to have to wait till Monday.
"Heather's finally going to pay my mom back the sixty bucks she borrowed from her (which I was rather annoyed she borrowed that much from my mom, and with no moral problems at all). So, I'm pretty happy about that, now I can tell my mummy she'll get it. I mean, I've borrowed money from Jeff (her step dad) and all, too, but I payed them back the next day or two, and it was only $20 or so. I don't think my mom's going to let her borrow anymore money, we don't really have the money to throw around right now either since we're building the other house"
And I am glad she isn't going to. If I am going to be living basically by myself, I need to take care of myself, and not .. what was the term .. "throw around" money.. I am so ******** sorry. NO MORAL PROBLEMS! YOU ******** b***h I HAVE HALF A ******** MIND TO YELL YOUR a** OFF. JUST BECAUSE I DON'T WEAR MY STUPID EMOTIONS ON MY ******** SLEEVES DOESN'T MAKE ME IMMORAL.
Michellie was Brittany's step mom. They had a funeral awhile back. And Kat and Brittany had mentioned US going. So I ******** figured, hey. I'm going to. So I called brittany, and I losely let in that I'd like to go, and she asked if I'd like to go, and I said yes if that is okay with your mom and everybody else. And she said Yes. I'd like to repeat that. She said Yes.
"And another note on more things that annoy me, and Michellie's funeral - I was, and still am, pretty pissed the Heather basically invited herself to the funeral of someone she barely had any contact with. It's so ******** up. Heather, I'm sure you're reading this at one point or another, and that's fine - it's my journal and I get out what I need to. I'm saying what is the truth. I'm really not sorry for anything I say here, it's my own space - no one else has to read it if they don't want to. It was just really messed up, and came off as rather attention-seeking, I can't really see any other explanation."
I didn't go for "attention-seeking" I went because my FRIENDS MOTHER JUST DIED. Yes I didn't know Michellie, Yes I know that. But I didn't necessarily go for her. I went for Brittany. She means a lot to me no matter how much she pisses me off.
I had Glasses. And they were damn cool ones. I loved them, yes I didn't wear them, because I have contacts and they fall off. So Kat had bad eye sight, so I was like, hey, want to wear this. I'm not and I figure it would help.
"I just don't have very good vision. It's not as bad as Heather's (despite what she thinks, I wore her classes because it wasn't that bad to see in, but it wasn't easy - hence why I took them off a lot - and I thought they looked kind of cool)"
SHE ******** LOST MY ******** GLASSES! ... MY.. MINE..
I don't know if I want to move in with that.
I don't know if I can handle that.. Hell I think I'd love to live by myself, where I don't have to deal with bitches like these.
Talk about being two faced.
Well I well reference what she said... But I might just stop half way through, because of how mad I will be.
We had walked two of her new horses about 5 miles. During the walk, I was a little slow, I mean I wasn't running my a**, and only once did she pull me. The hills were a little difficult, but I got over them, and a few times I stopped to breath, but not that much. But I didn't complain.
"I'm excited they're here, Heather didn't much like the walk and it's about 70% up hill. I didn't really think it was that bad until I pulled her up one of the hills, then I got kind of hot. So,..."
Apparently that is enough to hate it.
(P.S. Sarcasm is going to be used to show anger.)
I borrowed 60 bucks from Kat's mom, and it has taken me about 2 to 3 weeks to pay her back. But I have reasons. Jeff wouldn't help me, and I had no money. So that was the first week. That Sunday I found out that I was going to be getting paid.. around 300 bucks. So.. obviously I was stoked, and I thought I was getting it that Sunday, but I wasn't, I had to wait another week. So I got pissed, and I try not to show or let it bother me how pissed I am, but I was mad. But whatever, I'll get it next weekend.. I did, but I had to wait for the week days to cash it, Monday we took the horses. Couldn't do it then. Tuesday, lost my wallet, Wednesday, my birthday. Thursday cashed it. And I hope to hell Kat went to school or she is going to have to wait till Monday.
"Heather's finally going to pay my mom back the sixty bucks she borrowed from her (which I was rather annoyed she borrowed that much from my mom, and with no moral problems at all). So, I'm pretty happy about that, now I can tell my mummy she'll get it. I mean, I've borrowed money from Jeff (her step dad) and all, too, but I payed them back the next day or two, and it was only $20 or so. I don't think my mom's going to let her borrow anymore money, we don't really have the money to throw around right now either since we're building the other house"
And I am glad she isn't going to. If I am going to be living basically by myself, I need to take care of myself, and not .. what was the term .. "throw around" money.. I am so ******** sorry. NO MORAL PROBLEMS! YOU ******** b***h I HAVE HALF A ******** MIND TO YELL YOUR a** OFF. JUST BECAUSE I DON'T WEAR MY STUPID EMOTIONS ON MY ******** SLEEVES DOESN'T MAKE ME IMMORAL.
Michellie was Brittany's step mom. They had a funeral awhile back. And Kat and Brittany had mentioned US going. So I ******** figured, hey. I'm going to. So I called brittany, and I losely let in that I'd like to go, and she asked if I'd like to go, and I said yes if that is okay with your mom and everybody else. And she said Yes. I'd like to repeat that. She said Yes.
"And another note on more things that annoy me, and Michellie's funeral - I was, and still am, pretty pissed the Heather basically invited herself to the funeral of someone she barely had any contact with. It's so ******** up. Heather, I'm sure you're reading this at one point or another, and that's fine - it's my journal and I get out what I need to. I'm saying what is the truth. I'm really not sorry for anything I say here, it's my own space - no one else has to read it if they don't want to. It was just really messed up, and came off as rather attention-seeking, I can't really see any other explanation."
I didn't go for "attention-seeking" I went because my FRIENDS MOTHER JUST DIED. Yes I didn't know Michellie, Yes I know that. But I didn't necessarily go for her. I went for Brittany. She means a lot to me no matter how much she pisses me off.
I had Glasses. And they were damn cool ones. I loved them, yes I didn't wear them, because I have contacts and they fall off. So Kat had bad eye sight, so I was like, hey, want to wear this. I'm not and I figure it would help.
"I just don't have very good vision. It's not as bad as Heather's (despite what she thinks, I wore her classes because it wasn't that bad to see in, but it wasn't easy - hence why I took them off a lot - and I thought they looked kind of cool)"
SHE ******** LOST MY ******** GLASSES! ... MY.. MINE..
I don't know if I want to move in with that.
I don't know if I can handle that.. Hell I think I'd love to live by myself, where I don't have to deal with bitches like these.
Talk about being two faced.
