August 3, 2005
Today was awful. People think it's funny to do something and then they overdo it. Bunch of stupid crap happened last night, and people had to drag it into today. Jon's got some problem with me, well he should have just come to me and told me he didn't want to be my friend instead of making a big stupid thing out of everything. I think it's time to either get new friends or not worry with friends at all. I'm actually on Furcadia for the first time in ages, hoping Alex or Nicky or someone would be on, but they're not, though I met some people, though I think they're kids. But at least it's someone to talk to and they're not jerks. What pisses me off about my so called friends, is they say I'm mean or whatever. First Jon is all, "You're too nice to everyone, you're nice to everyone you meet". Just because he makes fun of everyone he comes across, does not me I should. Now it's that I'm "too mean". I didn't even do anything to him so then he goes off on this thing saying all this crap about me, none of it was me being mean to anyone, it was just stuff like I'm stupid. Yes I know I'm stupid already. Being stupid and being mean to Jon are not the same things. But whatever. And Ivy's wierd too. I'm sick of fooling with them both. I might ask Ivy straightforward if she wants to be my friend or not because I'm sick of guessing games. This all started with Andrew. And he had the nerve to IM me as soon as I got on and act as though nothing had happened, well I've got news for him, he's screwed things up and I'm not going to just act like nothing's wrong if he talks to me again. And all Kaz can do is complain about how busy he is. Busy with a bunch of stupid crap. All he cares about is that retarded space crap. Like a space RP is the most important thing in the world. I ended up playing the casino today with people from the community. And by the time Kaz tried to join us we'd finished, and the casino had stopped working.
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