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Dear Daiari.

today, i'm just watching. i had a slight breakdown after seeing Nevae yesterday; i showed Aoi my scar. i know she understands why i did it, and i think Mika understands why i won't get rid of it. it's here to remind me i will never ever be anyone's slave....ever again. not willingly. never ever.

i'm watching Kou sleep. i don't want to tell him what Arreat said..but i have to. it's my duty. he'll be upset, and will fight, i'm sure. even if i don't want him to go, he'll do it because of the kids. i'm sure of it. even if it's painful...always.

he's the best thing to ever walk into my life. i don't want him to go somewhere where he's alone and could die. i don't want the last thing he sees to be Arreat giggling over him. i don't want him to ba alone.

and a little selfishly...i don't want him to leave me. if he dies....so will i.

Kiba