Everyone in his life has to face at least once, his toughest trial. It doesn't matter how hard you try to run away from it. You'll eventually have to face it, to fight it, and to surpass it. It can be trauma, fear, exams, shame, even a real fight who knows... anything. Some people may try to fight it right from the start. Some others, have been fleeing it for years. There are even those who fight it for years. There are also those who didn't believe at first it'll be so hard for them to handle it... those who don't even realize they'll have to face it... those who don't even know in what kind of form it'll appear. No matter what it is or what it'll be, it'll never be something simple to resolve.
It's a trial of life.
And I think my time is near. I won't close my eyes anymore. I feel like I'll have to slay a huge dragon I've been avoiding for years... it's a hurdle I've noticed even since I was little... but I subconsciously acted as if I haven't. But now that's what standing tall in front of me... I can't move anywhere but forward.
So I'll try to do it for good. It's so huge I don't even see what's awaiting for me ahead of it. But I'll do it.
Seijin · Mon Apr 07, 2008 @ 04:36pm · 0 Comments |