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Death God Diaries
I watch in an unholy glory as i live this life a sa soul reaper. why am i cursed with this god forsaken soul? this is a curse, to rid the world of human souls? is there no freedom even after death? i am cursed, with this blessing, to take away and give life to those i call humans, my fellow comrades, i feel no remorse sadly, if i were to pity them nothing would some of it. nothing could ever replace this pain in my heart. pity and remorse are only weights that add to the pain i already have. i sit and wonder with my scythe in hand how i got here, with no memories of my past, no recollections of who i am, i only have a sense of what ive become, or rather where i am right now, i know nothing of who i was , in that sense, i feel a sort of pitiless pride. i know not my sins, nothing i have committed , then again, i no no love, no joy , no happiness, so then why? how can i feel so lonely? how do i know such pain if i have not truly lived? this is the curse of the god of death, i might be better of alive.