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no matter what i do
no matter how good the day
no matter what, sum a*****e will always screw it all up

every action seems so pointless
my feelings locked inside for a good reason
no one ever listens to me anyway

SCREAMING, HATE, ANGER,SELF LOAF
I hate me, I hate life, is there a point 2 living?
can you save me, could you love me?

am i even worth the trouble i'll cause you?
they wonder why i never speak
its simple ... would they ever understand?

they cause all the pain i feel
they scream at me endlessly
they throw things recklessly
they scream at each other in front of me
they always lie and say they love me
but i know theres nothing there

i am nothing but a screw up
i hate you for making me breathe
why didn't you just let me be dead
i feel dead anyway ... like you care (NOT)

stab, bang, hang ... choose one baby
im sorry ..... so sorry
for everything i do & have done
in the end all that matters is ... you
my friends will go on but you will always hold on

my hearts so broken
you could never know
none ya pay any attention
you all constantly ignore me
it as if I AM DEAD!

im not asking to be the center
im asking to be noticed
i notice you when there is something to say
but you never talk to me its as if i really dont exist

(commentz pleazzz!!!)