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Something happened yesterday at lunch, even with you HPP people, aI don't think i should say. The person it involved would probably castrate me. But, it got me thinking ('specially something that followed after school). I really don't appreciate life. I don't want to. I try and try, and all I get from the people I'm forced to get along with, is negativity. My parents, yes. I try as hard as I can to make them proud of me, or at least not glare at me whenever I walk into the room. So I make a mistake here and there, so I'm not confident, so I cry: I'm human. I'm weak. I was never tought how to be strong.
They use scare tactics to try and make me do well. Luckily for me, my grandma and I were watching law & Order yesterday. It was about parents who were basically doing what my parents were, just more extreme. but my parents are like...mentally abusing me or something. They threaten me, saying they'll take away the things that keep me from going insane and killing myself, if I miss one assignment, or forget to do a chore. NO MATTER HOW SMALL. They treat me like I'm no better than a vandal. So I get bad grades occasionally. It makes me glad my grndma lives with us. She uses positive reinforement. Like that she'll Help pay for my BJD if I get C's or better at the end of the year. Dammit, don't learn your parenting from TV, life doesn't work that way! Because now I'm completely screwed up mentally. I have little breakdowns, but I'm ready to have a much worse one. Just because my parents do treat me like I'm a criminal. Thank goodness i only have a couple more years I hav to deal with them. Then, I'll make them disown me.
On a BJD note, WHY ARE SO MANY PEOPLE SO RUDE ABOUT THEM? If you don't like them, keep that to yourself, I don't need to know about it. If you're sared of them, get a ******** grip. They're ******** inanimate objects! Movies and books are ******** FICTION. If you let such a poor example of society determine what you should be afraid of, you're a robot. WAKE UP. DOLL'S HAVE NO WAY TO MOVE OR THINK ON THEIR OWN. AT LEAST NOT BJD's. So don't impede on my right to have Dillon out because you are a ******** moron. I'll only accept your fear if you justify it.
EXAMPLE: Some people are afraid of baloons, which is fine. Baloons are really loud when they pop.
Example: Dolls ----- "They can turn their head around D:" HOW?! THEY HAVE NO MUSCLES. THEY HAVE SO BRAIN. MUST I SHOW YOU WHAT'S INSIDE HIM FOR YOU TO SHUT UP?
Gawd! BJD's Are beautiful, more-realistic-than-american-dolls Dolls. There's nothing creepy about them. But again, if you think so, keep it to yourself.
NO ONE'S FORCING YOU TO LOOK AT THEM.
I'm not getting depressed (hopefully). So don't treat me like I am. I just need to vent after the last couple days.
 Le Prince Egoiste · Sat Apr 05, 2008 @ 04:45pm · 1 Comments |
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