i dont care if anyone reads this or not im just saying im back and happy sorta
all my old journal entries are gone and aint comming back so im starting over

so here is a song
If You Were gay - Avenue Q
well okay just so you know
if you were gay
that would be okay
i mean cause hay
i like you anyway
becaus yyou see
if it were me
i would feel free to say that i was gay
but im not gay
*nicky please im trying to read
*what
if you were queer
*augh nicky
id still be here
*nicky im trying to read this book
year after year
because your dear to me
*what
and i know that you would accept me too
*i would
if i tould you today
hey guess what i was gay
but im not gay
im happy just being with you
*fine by the shoe pal joey
so what should it matter to me
what you do in bed with guys
*nicky thats grouse(sp)
no its not
if you were
gay id shout huray
*augh im not listing
and here id stay
*la la la laaaa
but i wouldt get in your way
you can count on me to allways be
beside you every day to tell you its okay
you were just born that way
and as they say its in you its in your DNA
your gay
*i am not gay
if you were gay
*ahhhhhh

