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How can I do this?
How can I stand it?
You sit there as if you don't know.
You probobly don't.
Though this is another poem it has a perpuse.
Please just let me finish.
Don't laugh don't cry just listen and nod.
I love you.
I always will.
I cried when we split apart.
I was drowning in tears.
I needed you in my life.
I became depressed and not myself.
I faked a smile day in and day out.
I really was in love with you.
Now I don't even think that I deserve to be your friend.
I really just want to just walk up to you and finaly kiss you with as much love as I can.
You changed me.
Made me happy for once in my life.
Please I know it might be hard.
But please forgive me.
All I want is for you and me to be together to the end of time.
I can't explain it any better than this.
I just want to hold you for all enternity.
I just want to lay with you and sleep endlessly.
Please god why douse this happen???
Why can't I hold on to a good man and not be a b***h or family get in the way?
I know he was hurting.
But he's probobly already found some one?
Haven't you?
All I wanted to do is...
Say I love you.
Hold you.
Kiss you.
And stay by your side.
But I don't deserve even talking to you.
Please just tell me you forgive me.
And I'll exleast be half alive.
Then this corps that's been walking around.
So just please.
If you don't love me any more I understand but just tell me you forgive me and if you want me out of your life so be it.
I will so anything for you.
You may not believe me but what I write always has a meaning.
Even though this is only another poem in your eyes.