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Okay, so it's currently, uh.. 11:43pm. I'm going to the college fair tomorrow. Going to meet with the representatives from my top 3 college choices. I am super super SUPER stressed right now. xD My hand hurts from doing history homework and filling out index cards with my information on them for tomorrow. Yet, I'm typing, mostly with the same hand that hurts. Maybe I'm just a glutton for punishment?

I'm still waiting for my boyfriend to get back on and call me. I'm not sure if he's even still awake. I suppose there's always tomorrow if he is not.

I'm trying not to be annoyed by the fact that Josh was on and he didn't respond to my pm. But why should I care if he doesn't even want to know what happened before? It's not like I particularly want to talk about it either. To be honest, I think I'd be much happier forgetting that time of my life, and all the things it caused afterwards.

I am so ready for summer time. I want to be able to sleep again, and have time to do things I want to.

It's really surreal to think about how my life has changed these past several years. It seems like just yesterday I was 11, and adamantly telling my dad I wouldn't ever go into a convent, no matter how much he wished it.(And still does. Though I think secretly he is just waiting for me to bring a guy home to meet them, so he can scare the poor guy senseless. I feel bad for Matt already. He's gonna be threatened by my dad, and shown embarrassing baby pictures and teased by my mom.)

I need to get a job. Or er, suddenly become randomly wealthy. Either way will work to help me work through college and such. Life kinda sucks, but it's getting better. At least, I hope it is. XD

~Aerie