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July 31, 2005
Yeah Chris, just because you are nerdy, ugly, and have a rotten personality, and practically no good qualities that would make anyone want to go out with you, you come and rat on me in my journal. When I said need I didn't mean physically need a boyfriend, just that I'm without one and I want one because I'm bored and lonely without someone special to talk to. By saying I "need" a boyfriend, it's just saying that I'm single. Don't try to understand it, being the kind of person you are who has probably never been in a relationship, you wouldn't understand it anyways. Go play space robots with other nerd boys. Today was really boring. I did absolutely nothing, at least that's how I feel. Except crap for my mom. I feel like I'm her slave or something. It's always, "Do this, do that. Pick this up off the floor. Drive me to my school so I can see if the classroom is painted." Apparently she can't drive herself because of medicine or something or other, and can't pick anything up because of her back and crap like that. But it's really annoying. Once again my friends are bugging me too. It's little things. The kind of things though, if they knew I was annoyed by it, they'd think I didn't like them or something, and get mad at me like they have before. It seems like now Ralph doesn't say anything hardly. He comes in a chat but says like one or two things and that's it. And he and Ivy always leave at the same time. I don't know why I care, I guess it's just that when people leave at the same time like that it tends to kill the chat. And Andrew likes some girl he knows, and he gets off if she gets off, he'll even say, "Well I'm getting off, I was only really on to talk to Ceci". It's like the only reason anyone gets online anymore is to talk to a girlfriend or boyfriend, not so much to talk to friends. It just gets to me.
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