A poem written by Chihana-chan^^, for no apparent reason……..enjoy!
Life is not a burden
Such beauty has been shown,
Battle scars warn,
Bonds broken,
Hearts mended,
Love portrayed and torn apart,
Mended together then thrown away,
Happiness shared, hate shown,
Every thing happens for a reason, in this little world we call home.
Such feelings we feel within our veins,
Such emotions we emit from our heart and brain,
We love,
We hate,
We kill,
And then fate,
Fate gets the best of most of use,
Some more then others,
But in the end,
We can not stop what cannot be prevented,
We can only trust that what happens in life,
Happens for the best.
And that the outcome,
Is never a burden,
But rather a blessing in its all.
Life is not a burden,
I learned the painful way,
To live is to be given a chance, to have an opportunity for happiness.
But….
Can happiness ever really be achieved?
Can it be found and obtained, like so many other things that humans do.
Is it like unclaimed land or a puppy at the pound?
Is it like the feeling of being in love,
Or is it like the feeling of perpetual sorrow.
How do we really know when we are happy if we are so cruel to one another?
How do we know that we are not happy now and sad another?
Why is it that we can’t just throw our lives away and leave our souls to rot?
It’s for that same reason that we live,
That we can not.
We live to love,
And love to care.
We care to comfort,
And we comfort to share.
We are each here for the purpose of being,
The purpose to help,
And the purpose of being needed,
That’s all any one really ever wants.
The feeling of being needed,
The feeling of being wanted.
Is that happiness?
If so then I am sad.
My life feels like a burden,
But in the eyes of a stranger I am an angel from heaven.
Why is it that they can say such things,
How can they say such things that hurt me.
Those things that are so kind that it causes me pain.
Those things that I wish to hear but rather not.
My life is not a burden, in its own way.
It is something that I wish to cherish and not put to shame,
I want to mend those scares from long, long ago.
I don’t want to feel those pains any more,
I will try hard, my hardest at that.
I will defend my life in honor,
And not like some dumbass.
My life is not a burden,
And neither is yours.
For if you really think about it, if it where…
Why the hell would we still be here?
If it where why did our mothers grant us life from the very beginning?
They could have done away with us and thrown our helpless bodies away.
They could have betrayed us and thought otherwise.
But the truth is……they didn’t.
They kept us alive and held us close.
Although my mother did not, I’m still grateful for her thought.
She thought to keep this baby girl,
She wanted her to live,
And she wanted her to grow.
She didn’t want her to cry in her sorrows, or feel the pain that she does.
But that’s what father did and he left me in the dust.
I do not care for his strikes any more for I am stronger now, then I ever was before.
Life is not a burden; it should be cherished and spent to its fullest.
It should be taken in like the first drink on a hot summers day,
But savored like the first meal of an eight month fast.
Live it to its fullest and don’t ever look back,
Regret is just a lie and it serves no purpose to regret something you’ve already done.
What’s done is done, what can you do about it now?
Just accept it and smile or at least take it on.
Think of it as a challenge in your life from here on.
~Chi ♥
I acctually wrote this one a year before I wrote the other one called, "My angel from god", I just never put it up....but its up now....please leave a comment or two if you like, I thought this one was pretty good, it showed a darker side.^^ Again sorry for the length...I tend to get into it when I write and don't know when to stop. lol.
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