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Good god...
Everything is so out of hand...
I'm not sure if I can take it...
I know someone will read this...
frankly I could care less...
I may have seemed alright earlier but now I'm in hell...
I can't keep living like this...
but I have a promise to keep... how will I keep it if I'm gone...
so confusing...
I'm lost...
and yet I know where I am...
in [******** hell...
there are no true friends but the ones who open their hearts to you...
and you can't always trust them either...
I've been betrayed a billion billion fold today...
so many...
and so wrong...
but what the hell can I do...
but sit and watch...
as the remaining hours of my life slowly tick away...
I want to stay...
but I' not sure if I can...
I'm so confused...
Am I still wanted...
Have I lost faith in the light...
the light was my savior...
I believed...
but now I'm so unsure...
Will I ever be alright...
this isn't a cry for help...
or a pity party...
I'm just stating the truth...
I don't need your sympathy...
or your pity...
or anything that is a synonym for either of those...
I just needed to get this out of my head...
so for what little it's worth...
thanks for listening.
 DG Gunslinger · Fri Mar 28, 2008 @ 04:12am · 1 Comments |
