I'm not talking with Keith anymore...
I want to...
But he might just not want to talk to me...
I'm hoping it's because he's busy...
I dont know...
But the pain of lonliness is hard to bear.
I'll admit it.
I'm lonley without him.
I miss him so much it's hard to take...
I want to be with him...
so badly I could die...
I want to see him...
Hear his voice...
Kazuya said it sounds like a drug...
He says i love him too much...
And it's probably making him angry with me...
I hope not...
I dont want him to be angry...
I already depressed him...
I already broke his heart...
He probably hates me for that...
I'd deserve that...
I really would...
He should hate me...
I wouldn't be surprised if he did...
