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[color=green]This is a Young 12 year old Boys Journal, In this there are many things about ...things... I guess, Anyway, Search up anything You want to know about me and have fun Reading My Journal!!![/color]
What I have Learnt...
What I have Learnt? That Its hard to be treated as a reject... I found out that I have been being called Gay behind my back... I had several Arguments Withone of the populars of my year... I used to be his best friend.. and Im so glad that That is over.. My two best friends are constantly Judged, and now I am... And Its Fine.. They are so great and i would not have been able to get through this year Withoutthem.. So what.. They are all judged on their looks... and I have learnt that the Loners and Rejets are the best Kind of people and I wouldnt want it to be any other way...
Im Not Afraid To Bleed anymore.. If anything this Expirience of this year has made me stronger.. My heart has melted several Times... And I cant wait to get back to school, Honestly, However much I normally deny it... I love It so much... Our year will stop being judged because we wont be the lowest year anymore..
I have been Used many times this year but not anymore... Look at me now... I feel so much power rightnow that it feels darkness is running through my veins and I could just wipe out the world now... And Im fine...
I have recently Developed something which I call Art From the Heart.... With every new emotion I feel I will Draw a symbol-Picture thingy which explains how I feel at this emotion...


Saizo
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  • User Comments: [4]
    Interesting. Darkness aswell.
    Bring me to the school or to that boys doorstep. I'll rearrange his face for you.


    comment Kaisuo · Community Member · Thu Jul 28, 2005 @ 03:29pm
    =o You write that like you were an American....but smarter and more literate.

    You know, I do understand what you're righting...because I'm in that position alot. I'm called a lesbian, I get used, I get chewed up and spat out, and the same thing for my friends. ((I doubt high school will get any better -.-)) And you know, we're not the only ones...I think that if every person in yours or my position stood up and have confidence....

    We'd have world domination in the bag. cool


    comment Iia · Community Member · Thu Jul 28, 2005 @ 05:54pm
    Erm...Iia... I did stand up for whats right and I always Do against The Populars, Our small Group Is apparently Called either 'Rejects' or 'Outlaws'.... It feels good fighting with Populars... The arguments are like a war against Heaven And Hell, Against Rockers and Urban People.. Its.. strange.. And I never thought you would be in that kind of position Iia... But were together in this

    comment Saizo · Community Member · Thu Jul 28, 2005 @ 06:46pm
    Iia: I didn't think it went to that extreme. All I can say is try performing something big, you know try to tackle that mountain of nervousness and once you do you will have self-confidence, and that is exactly what you need.

    Saizo:I don't know what to say. I've never really been in that position. I hate popularity.


    comment Kaisuo · Community Member · Fri Jul 29, 2005 @ 02:19pm
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