What I have Learnt? That Its hard to be treated as a reject... I found out that I have been being called Gay behind my back... I had several Arguments Withone of the populars of my year... I used to be his best friend.. and Im so glad that That is over.. My two best friends are constantly Judged, and now I am... And Its Fine.. They are so great and i would not have been able to get through this year Withoutthem.. So what.. They are all judged on their looks... and I have learnt that the Loners and Rejets are the best Kind of people and I wouldnt want it to be any other way... Im Not Afraid To Bleed anymore.. If anything this Expirience of this year has made me stronger.. My heart has melted several Times... And I cant wait to get back to school, Honestly, However much I normally deny it... I love It so much... Our year will stop being judged because we wont be the lowest year anymore.. I have been Used many times this year but not anymore... Look at me now... I feel so much power rightnow that it feels darkness is running through my veins and I could just wipe out the world now... And Im fine... I have recently Developed something which I call Art From the Heart.... With every new emotion I feel I will Draw a symbol-Picture thingy which explains how I feel at this emotion...
Saizo · Thu Jul 28, 2005 @ 02:57pm · 4 Comments |