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This is for you Nina (not real name, made one up)

Wow thats great, keep telling me you moved on and s**t
I told i have and im thru with you, everything, all of it
That is a load of bull what you tell people about me
Though, they are just as blind as you, because they cant see
Your a liar, a whore, a fool anda fake
Leave me the ******** alone with your issues, for god's sake
I am tired of the lies, the fake crying and tears
Just save it for some other fool who you think cares
Cuz i dont, i know i dont
I can never hold a grudge and even for you i wont
But taking you back....out of the question
I cant do it.....not another invitation
Not to my heart, not ever again, dont even think about it
No no no...you cant even be in it, you wouldnt even fit
I am so out of love for you, its so the end
Because my already broken heart you failed to mend
I dont want to and i am tired of asking why
I dont wanna be your "fall back to" guy
Lessons get learned the hard way, i guess
And you even knew before we got together, that i was a mess
But you couldnt care less...
There is no more sencond try, or i'll do better
You knew i was still hurting over her
But you toyed with me, and i believed you, trusted you
But you dont see it do you, cuz its true
Dont try, just dont, cuz you'll never be mine
Really, dont try, you'll just waist your time
Like i did, spending some of my life with you cuz i cared
Treating me like s**t, thinking it was fair
Your an a*****e, get over it, i mean i did
I mean, i told you its the truth, who am i trying to kid
Just let me be without you there
I dont need you, stop it, cant you hear?
Stop telling people i'm the one who did you wrong
When your the one who treated me like s**t all along
Just stop the fakness and get on with your life
Your being dumb with the crying, all the lying, and cutting with the knife
I'm not stupid, i know what people said
But why cant you get it thru your head
I offer my friendship and thats all
Nothing more nothing less, its your call
I am trying to be the strong one here and still be a friend
I hate the fighting, the argument, i want it to end
At least for now, cuz i dont think i could forgive you, you see
Because you were the one that brought out the worst in me
But kitty is right, we still have to work together
But i tell you now, it wont be forever!