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Thats what I keep telling myself and that i can get through this. I seem to notice that
I become depressed really easy and i hate that... I mean between my diabetes and some things in life I shouldn't be surprised.. But thats just it i have to be strong or else i will give up and I don't want that. I hate being emotional and the feeling of being alone some times, but that just happens. Of course their are also those typical girl feelings lashing out at me like I am not pretty and who would ever want to be with me for the rest of their life. When people tell me that i am pretty are they just saying that to make me feel better about myself.. I mean it does help but it is also nice to know the truth that if I am really pretty are not.. Another thing is that no matter what; us woman always find some thing wrong with our bodies.. If I could only see myself through some one else eyes then I would know.. So through all these feelings and stuff I have to keep reminding myself to be strong and that I will get through this..
So what I am saying also is that you shouldn't give up that you should keep going no matter what life throws at you. So be strong and I am sure you will get through this...