I'm such a ******** idiot. I totally ******** everything up. Everything is going downhill. I have to find a way to get some money for survival issues. My dad keeps going to the casino and flushes the money away. I've been kind of an a** lately and I'd like to take some time to say I'm sorry. I hope you all accept the apology. I've been in a lot of pain as well and thats not helping the whole attitude thing. Some other things have been accompaning the pains but I'm not going to enclose them. Sometimes I can barely stand them and actually take time to think about trying to take it out of me. Non of that matters to any of you but I felt like typing it out. Anyways I'm not sur what I'm going to do yet. Contemplation runs to answers that might not be honorable. I have thought of suicide recently, but that'd be giving up and I don't give up. I'm going to go now. Heaven is Love. Peace.
May the Gods bless you all with great fortune and great luck.
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see ya