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Over him?
Okay so him and me always had these e-mail conversations that were well PRIVATE between him and me. But oh he showed someone them... how do I know this??? Well thats because the dude that he told told me! I was so mad! How could Burrito do that! And I shouldn't even know... but the dude he told told me, so that means that Burrito trusted the untrustworthy, the way I trusted Burrito. I never thought I'd see the day where I'd be so mad... especially towards him. After everything... ugggg! I don't hate him though, I'd just rather not have anything to do with him! This was just... so he really never did give a damn, I'm just so stupid. I suspected a lack of care on his part but I never walked away. On the first day that I met him I should known to walk away, I should have told him you were crazy and dissapeared without a trace, but instead I stood there waiting hoping he would come around but he's always found a way to let me down. -just some lyrics from Simple Plan that I incorperated.
With this whole thing, I'd forgive him. I'm actually pretty much over it by now. It's not just that one thing, it's everything. I mean I should look at the positive and the negative and see if one out-weighs the other. But in this situation, I'm just so confuzzled... I just don't know. I'm trying to get over him and not spend so much time thinking about him because I don't think it's worth it. I'm not ignoring him like as if he doesn't exist, I guess I'm seeing if I really can get over it I mean seriously my life doesn't revolve around him. Honestly. And I'm doing fine I think. On thursday in the bandroom after school it was just me and him and this hurtful silence and I was trying so hard not to cry.
Well I might be over and maybe not.
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