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I've been doing a pretty bad job at telling you guys who I really am. (Least I think I am...)
I'm a short German, Ukrainian, British and Russian girl. I am addicted to coffee and tea. I bet if you were to come to my house right now, I'd be choking down a cup of coffee.
People descibe me as the following:
-Assless.
-Cute.
-Emo. (I'd rather be an emu.)
-Punk.
-Gothic Lolita.
-Outgoing.
-Annoying.
-Hardcore.
-And the occasional Dead Sexy.

8/9 of those observations are correct. 8D

I've been through alot of crap this year... but... Im'ma keep my head up like my nose is bleeding. ^_^
Oh yeah... and if you try to insult me... use proper grammar, punctuation, and spelling or you will be brutally ignored.
I talk as fast as the speed of light.... so don't even bother trying to understand me when I'm hyped up about something.
I speak numerous languages such as:
-German.
-Ukrainian.
-Spanish.
-French.
-English. (NOWAII!!! YAWAII!!)

3 words. Rock. And. Roll. Marilyn Manson, Depache Mode, The Beatles, My Chemical Romance, Linkin Park... that's my life. Music keeps me going. I absolutley hate Avril Lavigne, Rihanna, 50 Cent, and other rap & pop singers.
If you ask me about my dad, I might tell you. I just don't like to talk about how my dad is ruining his life. If you ask me my E-mail... once again... I might tell. ;D
I write lyrics, poems, and music. Most of which you will never see. If one of my various poems are on here, you should presume that I need to hand it into my English teacher and I am wondering if it is remotely good.
I have never studied for one of those crappy little assignments for school. The only subjects that are worthy to my paying attension to are English, any language course I am taking, and Science. Mainly because they are one of the funner/easier or better taught classes.
My closet consists of ties, skinny jeans, boot cut jeans, jean skirts, regular skirts, Converse, sweaters, concert T-shirts, regular T-shirts, and the occasional hooker. (Jk.) XDDD Many people question my style and which 'group' I fit into. Well, know what? I question their sanity. People who think they belong to the 'popular' group are usually full of themselves. People who think they belong to this certain scene, are usually nice people when you get 'em away from the people they usually hang out with. For example... I bet you guys wouldn't be able to guess that I volenteer for numerous charities. Not because everyone else is doing it, just because that is what I want to do. ^_^
If you are a hardcore druggie, there's a 99.9% chance that I might not talk to you, unless you want help. I have seriously helped many of my friends off drugs just by introducing them to my dad.
People ask about the scar I have on my stomach and some other characteristics. Well... here they are. I have a scar on my stomach because I was with my dad in China, and we were on the Great Wall (this sounds so fake. XD ) but anyway... on the Great Wall there are people who will try to sell you random s**t. So, I was walking with my sister and my dad, and there were these people selling some food, and my dad refused some of the stuff that they were selling, so the dude selling the food pushed me and I got cut on one of the corners, slid and fell. And I have a evergreen ring around the pupil of my eyes and the rest is a pale green. I am about 5' 2"... I have long skinny fingers... I'm as pale as snow... and I live in Canada. If you haven't seen snow... Just think of Cottage Cheese... Just not as lumpy... O.o;;
Ohyes... I have billions of amazing little cousins that I love to bits and peices. ^_^ &333 If you ever see a Youtube video with me and my cousins... you will quickly realize that we are AMAZING. rofl
I can be very bitchy and loud, but it doesn't mean I care any less about my friends. Every single one of my friends have made me who I am today. And for that, I thank them. They've helped me through alot of s**t, given me advice... and they've always been there. <333333 And for the people who think Gaia is for fags, well, you can meet some AMAZING people on here.
Hang from my words. Don't be shy to ask me anything. If you're having problems at home, I will try to help you as much as I can. God so help you if you don't talk to someone.
I'm such an a**


Anything that I haven't mentioned will probably be added later. ^_^