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I think I did really well...except for the first written part. We had two "short responses" a paragraph each. The one on The Metamorphosis was really easy. But I was ready to die when I saw the Camus one. We had to argue that Meursault was a tragic hero according to Camus's definition. I laughed. I couldn't help it. It's that laugh of total defeat when there is no hope. Because when we did that in-class essay, I went off on Camus for being inconsistent and argued the exact opposite of what I had to argue for the exam. I had to BS it. I couldn't effectively argue for something I already walloped. I did finish a few minutes early, which was nice.
I hate completing the square. HATE IT. Stupid inverse trig functions stare Who wants to integrate those? Not me, if I have to complete the square.
I got a tutoring hour today ^_^ Beth, Rebecca, and Stephanie all got a little math help. Then we had choir, which was painful and exhausting. And Castillo wasn't conducting things at decent tempos. Rainbow was too fast (like, poor pianist was messing up it was so fast, and that song is insane at normal speed), and Jubilate was really slow. Gloria was okay. I like that one the most. Power to the altos lol.
I should just go to bed before 7. Sometimes, I'd be so much happier that way. The nights when I feel down, I start feeling down around 7:30, and by 10, I'm ready to cut off all contact with the outside world, lock myself in my room, and never come out again, never talk to anyone again. It's worse that I'm actually aware of it while it's happening but I can't do anything about it. Last night, I knew what was going on, but I couldn't snap myself out of it. I can't tell when it's going to happen, but once it starts, I know. And friends weren't much help. It's exams. Everyone's studying, so there's no time to deal with me. I understand. I'd rather have a really bad night than ask someone to talk to me instead of studying.
ARGH, Civics. I can't remember any of what I studied half an hour ago! I'm screwed on the exam. I'm slow on multiple choice and can't retain any of the information. At least math will be a breeze. The last two are going to be awful: civics and religion sad
~nepie
 nepie · Wed Mar 12, 2008 @ 10:55pm · 0 Comments |
