The day he left me was the day my life would change forever. He was my best friend, my dad. He was the one I could talk to. I loved him, I never wanted him to go. Sometimes when I wake up I want to scream. I never took the chance to really talk to him and he told me that he felt like I didn't love him, but I do. I regret it so badly, writing this makes me want to cry. Why did god have to take him away especially since I was so young only 8. He won't be there the day I get married or when I have my first chid. I wish I could go back in time and fix it. I changed I don't feel the same anymore. Everyday I feel like he's gonna walk through the door and scream my name. Again I ask, why my dad? Why do I have to be the one to suffer someone elses supid mistake of driving like an idiot? Is this a punishment? Because if it is then I'm sorry for whatever I did.......... I hope I could be forgived.
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staff769 · Sat Mar 08, 2008 @ 05:03am · 0 Comments
