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Well this is the first day of my journal...this is where I will tell people about me...the real me. So let's start off with what I like, shall we?

I'm a movie-holic, so I will give you some of my favorite movies and actors/actresses:

Movies:

House of Flying Daggers
The Last Samurai
Resident Evil and Apocalpse
Unleashed
War of the Worlds
Guns and Talks (its Korean)
Unirversal Soldiers
Queen of the Damned
10 Things I Hate About You
Pitch Black and CoR

Actors and Actresses:

Jet Li
Dolph Lundgren
Milla Jovovich
Julia Stiles
Vin Diesal (sp?)

I also like music...ALL GENRES! It's one of the greatest joys in my life. I listen and find the meaning behind the words and find the feeling that gave the artist the inspiration. My hobbies include reading, writing, organizing, and being outside. smile

I like to write poetry and I have decided to add one to each of my posts...or attempt. If one of my poems don't make it on here, I will probably write some of my favorite song lyrics. Anyway I am currently working on a Bulma and Vegeta fanfic called "Welcome to Planet Earth", if any of you are interested.


I am a Junior in highschool and my school life is interesting to say the least. I think I am well liked, at least that's what it appears to be, but I am a little self-conscious...I take a lot of things to heart, not that I let it show. If someone were to insult me then I take it to heart, but I shoot an insult right back. I've never been in a fight at school and most of my teachers think I'm a nice and quiet kid...it's good they don't see me out of school or they would be shocked. I have a lot of friends, but I have very few close ones that I could trust my life to. Those few friends are Bailey, Jaynie, and Rachel. I have had my fights with all of them, but these are the people I wouldn't hesistate to take a bullet for.


My family is, well, too big. My mom and dad are divorced and my mom is remarried and my dad is engaged. My stepdad, Mike, is ok. We don't see eye to eye and it's gotten to the point where he has punched me a couple of times, but that didn't stop me from showing him and my mom that they couldn't push me around and mold me to their liking. Nowadays it's cool, my mom trusts me more then any of the other kids in that house which their are five others...well my older sister moved out and my older step-brother just moved in with his mom and my little sister moved in with my dad...that just leaves my step-sister (same age as me 16...well in a month anyways lol) and my five year old half sister. So I'm getting my own room and I'm super happy! biggrin My dad pays for my allowance and I go to his house every other holiday and in the summer. He was in prison for like 5 or 6 years since I was in the second grade. His fiancee is somewhat of a doormat and can be pretty damn annoying, but she's cool. The rest of my family is basically males...I have aunts but all my cousins save two are boys...the two that arent are very young...sooo I guess i'm a bit of a tomboy...my sisters and I never really see eye to eye...they were into the make-up and the boys and I was into softball, climbing trees, and playing who can cause more damage with the friendly neighborhood boys...and I say that sarcastically.

My childhood has some secrets that I will probably take to the grave. No one can know. And it wasnt the happiest time...I guess why I'm so good at fights is cuz from day one of school I had to stick up for myself...but all kids go through teasing...even the bully at one time was the bullied. The craziest part was that the two biggest enemies on my lists were Brandon and Jordan...and now in highschool Brandon is one of my coolest friends and Jordan...well...Jordan, Jordan heart I give in, he's hot but I still don't know much about him...I'm too scared to talk to him cuz of the past...but along with teasing I had to take the house vandalization and the neighborhood kids ganging up on my little sister...and that's probably where I started on the whole 'mess with me your any of my family and I'll kick your a**' trip. And it worked. After awhile I was left alone...it was probably sixth grade and from there I just seemed to grow less socialable with my classmates save my friends of course. I remember one day in the 8th, it was break time, so no teacher. One of my classmates and I had these metal rulers and were the only ones in the classroom at the time (yea those good ole potty breaks lol). We decided to sword fight and by the time the other kids were coming in he was bleeding in three different places and I had none. Then about two or three other boys came...they would try and fist fight me and I would take a couple of blows until I got an opening and could hit them back. Finally I just decided to sit down and the last one came over. He had a plastic ruler and he told me he was going to hit me with it...I replied "Go ahead.." and shrugged. He started to hit my leg as hard as he could and I stared off into space, ignoring the pain. One of the girls told him to stop, and he did but he said that it didn't matter cuz I couldn't feel it...
Ah..the good old days lol.

Anywho so yea lets see...hmmm...on the boys note...I''m not into the whole let's be immature scene. I want a guy who can stand up to my spars verbal and physical and who isnt afraid to fight me if I want to fight him...I also want that guy to not take crap from people and able to stand up for himself. I want to know that he loves me but not be all "I love you so much!" And I want a guy that if he likes me isnt afraid to come up and just grab me and kiss me...and possesiveness would be well welcome...not to the point of him not letting me talk to my guy friends (which there a alot) but just enough that he lets them know i'm takin lol....eh that'd be nice, but...C'est la vie...

Ok well it's like getting really late sooo....I guess this is it for my first post....more tomorrow. LoL

*Au revoir*