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I'm tired of people walking all over me. I think it's time to let a part of me be seen. It's time to make those who walk on me stop or make them regret they had. It's time to make those who anger me know what's up, it's time to make them realize their mistakes. It's time for me to be reborn. No longer will I let some one walk over me and use me like a door mat. I'm going to hurt those who try to hurt me. I'll do as I please when I please. If I'm going to be a winner of a loosing game then why not make things more interesting, right? Besides, it was the one who told me to not be the way I am now. I'm going to change. No more will anyone think I'm weak and scared. I change without going back to my other half, some how. Monday, if anyone gives me s**t, I just might bash their skulls in, depending on who it is and how I'm feeling at that given moment. Let the Gods shower me with the gift of physical contact again. I don't see why not. So what? My pains will increase over time, I'll get used to it someday. It's time to awaken that of which should not be seen, time to show those people that they should not mess with an Angel. Let the thing that huants me take it's place in the darkness and take care of those who anger me once again. I shouldn't care, right? I care way to much. I should be care free. Let things go as they go. I will not relocate this time though. They'll have to come and force me to leave this time. Never again will I let people do as they wish towards me. I thank you, Trista for helping me. Heaven is Love. Peace.

May the Gods punish those who should be, and bless those who need be.
I ask the Gods now to forgive my soul for my upcoming actions.