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teehee ^_^ I'm amazed that I remember the neighborhood so well. As we were getting close, I asked my mom where I was going (i didn't know), and she's like "turn down St. Mary (my heart went into spastic flutter-kick mode) or whatever street is next to the playground." We made it in one piece. My family likes my car ^_^ I got my license plate! The letters on it are RON xd
But I am so sick of the stupid college question. My parents are bugging me daily. I swear, if they don't leave it alone, I'm going to go NUTS. And then I get put into a room with my family. Oh, joy. They won't shut up about it. I didn't know yesterday, I don't know today, and I probably won't know tomorrow. I'm not ready to be somewhere without my parents. I wish I could at least go somewhere with a friend, but they're all younger than me and they'll just get tired of me, once they get there, and that would still mean a whole year of waiting.
Nobody told us in 8th grade that you're pretty much screwed if you don't make 50 bazillion friends in the first 2 years. I'm pretty much screwed right now. I didn't make very many friends, and look what happened. They're all gone, in one way or another. My plans for prom are pretty much already set, unless something massively strange happens. I'm not going anywhere before, I'm not bringing a date. It's going to be horribly awkward the whole night, and I'll just be hoping that at least 1 person talks to me. All because I didn't know to try to make more friends, not that I would've been able to anyway. Only a complete change in the workings universe as we know it will improve my chances of actually having plans.
and that's not even the self-pitying part. I left all that out. That's the statement of fact.
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 nepie · Sun Mar 02, 2008 @ 11:37pm · 0 Comments |
