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"I'm not your friend becasue I'm in love with you, I'm in love with you becasue you're my firend..." This phrase has been bouncing around in my head for a couple days now. She asked me if it hurts when she talked about who she likes... I lied. "It doesn't hurt... I'm used to it by now..." That was only half true. I'm used to it, but it still hurts. I guess the reason i lied is becasue i want her to tell me who she likes... it's like i won't be as close to her if she doesn't... like i won't really be her friend anymore... ill just be one of the many people she hangs around with... and i ant her to know i care about her, and i want to make sure she's okay... i guess that's it... sweatdrop