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well after some talking and thinking and well crying and all that stuff well i am not depressed anymore at this moment....well i just feel bad at how i treated some people that tryed to just help me out but i owe them all a great amount for all they have done. for how they were there to listen to cheer me up. and to talk seriously or for fun or just plain out right harsh truth. but in the end no matter what i said before or in the futuer because of my stuborness i did want the help i asked for and refused i did want to talk i did want to listen and i am very proud and glad that i have friends like that to take their time to help me and not push me away. i am just so stuborn that i didnt admit it then or proboly right to them but if they wanted to really know how i felt about how they helped me and how they just sat down and just did all that no matter how many times i waisted their time. even to just have them up all night going over the same damn thing over and over again and just keeping them up even if they were tierd. i just hope they read my journal and take notice and i hope they know who i am talking about each and every friend that i am talking about now. lol i probly dont even make sence right now. i am just typing what is going threw my mind and how happy i am and i dont even want to read over this because i may change things and then i may regret it later. well untill next time goodbye