I've had so many nightmares lately.
I don't know why, I've not watched or read anything scary.
I'm actually at a really happy place in life, I just dont understand.
I have had atleast one maybe two nightmares a night for the last three - four weeks..
They're mostly about Paul, but whats worse, they're so realistic.
And they're starting to join up now, I wake up most mornings hysterical..
It's becoming another life for me. My unconcious life, I do even hurt myself.
Which hurts when I wake. I hate it.
But some good news? It's a little early for the leap year.
Was a day early for V-day like planned because things went tits up.
But I proposed to Paul in an odd "I aint getting my knee" way =D
I believe I bought him the most gorgeous male ring you could possible see.
White gold, three black diamonds, with satin finish. Bloody lovely!
I couldn't be happier.
I'm telling him I want a baby for 10months time, because everyone takes me for granted and treats me like s**t, well if they do anything at all in my family.
All since the nieces and nephews were born.. ******** assholes.
I don't know why, I've not watched or read anything scary.
I'm actually at a really happy place in life, I just dont understand.
I have had atleast one maybe two nightmares a night for the last three - four weeks..
They're mostly about Paul, but whats worse, they're so realistic.
And they're starting to join up now, I wake up most mornings hysterical..
It's becoming another life for me. My unconcious life, I do even hurt myself.
Which hurts when I wake. I hate it.
But some good news? It's a little early for the leap year.
Was a day early for V-day like planned because things went tits up.
But I proposed to Paul in an odd "I aint getting my knee" way =D
I believe I bought him the most gorgeous male ring you could possible see.
White gold, three black diamonds, with satin finish. Bloody lovely!
I couldn't be happier.
I'm telling him I want a baby for 10months time, because everyone takes me for granted and treats me like s**t, well if they do anything at all in my family.
All since the nieces and nephews were born.. ******** assholes.
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