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Sometimes I wish I can get over you
I know I spend my days thinking about you
at times it's all brand new
but then it's just like some song that I heard before.

The truth is I can't get over you.
It's so weird that I think that you are right here in my bedroom.
I even start to dream of you now, which scares me even more.
Then just the other day, I was so glad to see your sister pass me by in traffic.
Just to know that something bad did not happen to you.
Anyhow, I hate how other girls seems to be chasing after me, and then there are guys too. If only you knew that I am still waiting for you.
Then again, why should I doubt that?
I don't like that song that came on.

Okay, even if you knew, then that would have just been some selfish act on my part to say something like that to you.
So, I am sorry for even writing this now.
Somehow I wish that there is some never ending dream I can just live in so
that I don't wake to find you dead or something.
This really is not anymore than I could have hoped.
Why is this going on?