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sheesh awhile back I read a posting journal that one of my friend wrote and thought that it was stupid of her to post something like that on the internet, and I was belittling her for doing something like that, but on the one hand, I was glad that she posted something like that since I am really interested in hearing what she had to say since I was keeping track of another friend through her journal entries that she submitted online every day. Then one day, they finally locked me out of that journal. Well, I thought that I could just laugh at that, but I was glad that happened because somehow I just want to do something unimaginable because of those daily postings. On the other hand, I have to be understanding of this friend to have posted this journal since I have to somehow find some reason as to why she would do something like that, and I thought it was a waste of time. Oh well, I don't know why I still think it's a waste of time to sit around and write journal entries after journal entries, but it is some medical advice that some of the patients at the hospitals were following or came up with which didn't really work because I thought that just insulted the staff. Oh well, it's an observable insult.

Yeah I was hoping that someone would come soon
that soon is like no later than today
that somehow these countless thoughts of you
can not be held true
that somehow maybe you
would somehow surface too
and then that would have been a moon