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I love you. I dont know how to explain it. I just do. You were the first girl I have ever had feelings for. True feelings. I want to always be with you. You are the first girl I have met that has similar interests with me (besides Robyn but she doesnt count because our religions have always conflicted.) I love you so much.

Love is a powerful feeling that tugs at our hearts. Love is a natural feeling. Everyone needs something to care about in their lifetime. Otherwise they will be lonely. I was never lonely because I was so emtionless, a beserker in someways. I would find something and aggresively accomplish it. Through my ambitions I have done more than most retired people have done. This is because I know that if you want something you can have it if you just keep it in your mind.

I am going to make the most of this lifelong experience. I want to get to know your family and increase the breadth of people I know. I want to work with everyone and make the world a better place.

On another note how about dinner sometime? Where would you like to go? Where would you be allowed to go? I hope your mom lets us see eachother as much as Rob and Heather get to. They get to see eachother 24/7, the way it should be.

I love you.

Love... where should I start? It's complex. Powerful. A mystery to most. But for people like me, people who have never been loved the way they wish, love seems... reconizable, understandable. It's because we guess. We arn't sure of the facts so we make them up. Therefor we understand it. People such as you, Phoenix, are extreamly lucky.