1:17 PM *stretches* Mmmm- man it's been awhile since I've really been on Gaia, let alone updated my Profile, Avi, and Journal!
My goodness where to start. Well lets see- for starters, it looks like I'm single again. Quite frankly I don't know what happened with the last relationship. It is very heartbreaking to just lose all contact with your loved one. It is even more so when it seems like the person lied and wouldn't tell you the truth that you had broken up, but instead concocts a whole act to try and let you off-
Well, I mean I shouldn't really say that. It could've NOT been an act- but it just doesn't make sense. Her friend logs onto her account, tells me she has moved and is sorry. She says my love will be back on Gaia someday. It's odd that your significant other would just up and "move" without telling you at all or giving you an forewarning.
Her friend later tells me that she has been given my love's account, by my lover no less, and tells me that I really should "just move on". This comes to the next question; why would a girl who supposedly has many accounts to try and acquire Gaia items for herself just up and give her account away to her best friend- especially her MAIN account that I knew her? And then the nice little warning her friend gives-
Quite frankly ladies, and this goes to you men who read my journal too (if there actually are o.O): DON'T LIE. Even if you're afraid to hurt the other person- telling the truth is better than making up lies, as lying can hurt the person even MORE than if you told the truth since later on the person will find out.
Again- nothing adds up with above when late December she went out of her way to send me a flippin picture she drew for me! By MAIL! All the way from Romania. AND A CARD! It was the greatest gift any woman has ever given me. It really showed me that she cared. I don't know what happened to her, maybe her parents didn't approve, maybe she found another man while with me and "moved on", maybe she gave up due to long-distance, maybe she passed away- I don't quite know. From the sounds of it, it doesn't seem like she passed away. Which can be one of the other three- and if it is the "found another man" one, I hope in the future she learns to grow up and not lie about stuff like that. That is, only if it is the other man one.
It's been...mmm... 3 months at least since I last talked with my lover- that should've been plenty of time for a "move" and even then there were lots of ways she could've gotten into contact with me. I don't know where she is, so all I can say is I hope she is happy and safe. I'll miss her and the time we spent together, and I'll hold onto her picture for memories (aside from that, it is still a magnificent drawing, and I still stand in saying she has talent and will one day be something great)
Anyways- other than that, life is hard right now. What I mean is, my school has been very punishing this quarter. I've had to go to bed at 9 PM (HOLY CRAP) and wakeup at 5 AM (DOUBLE HOLY CRAP). Ugh it's been BRUTAL! The classes aren't bad though- not in the least! But the homework is startin to get to me o_o.
Math- I hate Math. Even though I've got a 90.5 average in the class and the teacher has said I'm one of the highest grades in the class (looks like most people don't give a crap and are just barely passing- sad), I still hate Math.
In Motion Studies, I've made my first 2d Animation! I'm so happy! I'll try and figure out a way to upload it and whatnot. It took awhile to make, but it was soooo worth it. I actually didn't mind the flipbook project, compared to these accursed storyboards. Bleh. Dunno-
In Animation 2, I've made several Maya animations- lots of things dealing with balls. Lots of balls. Balls balls balls- like a gay club in that class rofl Ball bouncing, ball squash and stretch, balls in obstacle courses, balls with tails, and now a ball with a leg. Next up- a ball with TWO LEGS! OoOOOooOoOoOoo!~
God I can't wait for next quarter. I'll finally be able to create my own character- I'm gonna bring to life one of my characters I've drawn! YEEE! And then I'm gonna animate her (really- you though I was gonna do a guy? You so don't know me well then razz ). It's gonna be FUN ON A BUN! mrgreen
So yea, let's see- what else- what else... OH! BRAWL IS COMING! SOON! SO MOTHER EFFING SOON!!!! AAAGGGHHH! Why did they have to delay Super Smash Bros. Brawl!? WHY!? ARRGGGHHH! Cursed Japanese! Taunting us with how awesome the game is! Man, I'm so gonna play that non-stop over the break biggrin
I went and saw Cloverfield- and now have gotten back into lost. Damn you J.J. Abrams. How dare you make me have even more questions than answers each time I look at your works! Damn you for also making your films so damn good! Cloverfield was just STUPENDOUS! I mean- STUPENDOUS!!!! And Lost is already got me on the edge of my seat biggrin
I have yet to watch any House yet, due to the time it comes on- which is when I am in the bed this quarter (son of a b----...). I wanna see House... I wanna see it so badly... Oh man do I wanna see it so badly...
Mmmnnn- well, guess I'll end it here. So to recap:
School is harsh this quarter.
I'm single apparently(hint hint ladies)
I've created a few animations in Maya (3D) and my first 2D animation using a flipbook
Cloverfield is awesome
J.J. Abrams is incredible and yet horrible
So until next time, I'm out (to do...homework...ugh...)
Quixar_the_Halfbreed Community Member 
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