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Im a horrible person, I have finaly totaly, destroyed my little sisters self asteem, Or so my older sister says. But I didnt have to do much, just say she's fat, Cause she is! And I say everyones fat, I call everyone Alot of things, specialy cause most of the time Im kidding arround, But from now on...Im going to work harder at teaching that evil sis what it means to ruin someones self asteem! lol j/k Im not realy going to, here's a poem I wrote when I was bored, yes the poem is based on real people.
The scar that defines you though you do not know how,
You feal how it burns and turns you to its will.
You try to get past it, an ugly thing it is.
But rather then ignore it, love it instead.
Wondering merauding how you could be loved,
forgetting all about those that love you.
dissapearing from reality, all because of your
selfishness, only because you wish to be seen.
Trying hard, to get noticed, only proves
That your a fool, ignorent, wanna be
Trust me its true.
Is it realy bad, to not be seen?
to not be the center of attention all the time,
I wonder if that is your worst nightmear, or if that is just mine.
You have people that love you, but you want more
You only care for those you know, for a moment
and then you use them, just as you were,
bluntness isnt what you want, lies are.
But what if im not willing to lie any more?
What if I am blunt, what if I am mean,
What if you see that side of me from my past,
the real me?will you still be my freind?
or will you hate me.
That scar, a poblem though it might be,
you use it as a wall to hide,
and dissapear from me.
You try to lie to me, though you know I know,
and when I dont do anything you think you got away,
but you didnt.
back to the beginning, that scar, will you ignore it
love it, use it, hate it, talk about it
or do what you have been,
and let yourself fall deeper into the abyss
of you own makeing,of your own sorrow
or your self pity, of your anger.
But I wont let you fall, like before.
I am stronger, And I will hold you up, and teach you to stand.
again.