Well...i screwed up again. I broke up w/my gf....only 2 get bak w/her the nex day. I feel like such an idiot. but i dont blame any1...wel hardly any1. Ya see to understand u have 2 kno that i go 2 my sis n my grandma wen i got a prob. They always told me i should break up w/her cuz they hated seein me so unhappy...but i was never unhappy. I jus longed 2 see her. Then 2 days ago almost everythin they had told me for the past six-seven months was swirlin in my head and they turned n2 little voices. Little repeatin voices. They drove me soooo far past insanity that all i wanted 2 do was get rid of them. So i did...but afterwards i...i realized what else had gone.....her. I couldnt take it. I thought this would be a good chance 4 us 2 move on...but i soon realized i cant move on w/o her. So dispite all i had been told...i got back 2gether w/er. I hope to GOD that this time things go a heck-of-a-lot smoother. Thats all i ever really wanted. Well thats it 4 this entrie.....cya l8r *puts knife down and smiles*
QAceQ · Fri Feb 08, 2008 @ 07:08am · 0 Comments |