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Ki-Tara III 's sordid life
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Being smothered by the world.
I am so tired. I woke up around five this morning and did an early job. I got home around an hour ago and I can't seem to get to sleep. One of my sisters decided it funny to put a toad in my best shirt. Now it's ruined. Well, no, it can be washed but I don't want to. I have to attend a company meeting tomorrow. I really don't want to.

Two of my nieces came to stay with me for a while. Because it's summer, I just decided to let them come and have a little fun. They don't like staying with their dad. Their mother is in India on some religious excursion.

I had a nephew that we just call Tev. He's older than I am. I was taught that he was not my brother's child and not to treat him as I did my other nieces and nephews. I did just as I was taught. Now, thinking back, I feel terrible. He's always had manners and did as I told him. I apologized to him and we actually spent some time together. It's still strange because I don't know how to act around him. It's like, I've known him all my life and now he's a stranger and it's all my fault. I guess I just have to try to cope with everything that's ging on and find some more bonding time for me and him.

My sister models for John Robert Powers International Incorporation. She works alot and tries not to show how it gets to her. She is stressed with work, family and lost love. all that and she will be eighteen in August. I don't know what to tell her right now because I know it's pretty hard. we both roleplay to relieve our minds a little. We try to find leisure time and to cope with the world upon our shoulders. I just wish for a little break. That's all I want.





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